Confused!?!?!? And dreads

I know I'm only 17 but I feel under so much pressure for me to decide what I want to do with the rest of my life right now, really think maybe I should but I keep changing my mind like every five minutes I mean I'm only young. Shouldn't we be having fun, messing up and not taking life seriously? 

This new college year I said to myself this year I'm just going to concentrating on my college work and try and get a job. But it's SOOOOO damn boring! This really isn't for me.

I think I'm one of those people that just dosn't want to take life seriously I just like to have fun like with friends, but I really really really want to get a job so I can save to see the world but its just so hard to find one and feels really degrading and shit that I'm trying so hard to get one and keep up with my college work but I just can't.

Maybe I do need to be a bit more serious though or grow up a little :/ 

Meeeeh, think it's time to go back to doing stuff I like and enjoy (going out, getting drunk and just enjoying life as it comes). But I'll still be blogging 

Ohhh Yeah I completely forgot today I made a dread, yaay it was actually so easy to do I've been waiting for my braids to grow out because that create dread but I was just impatient  I've wanted them for so long now so I typed it into you tube to find a video and it's really easy. Here's a helpful link if you interested... 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=udVVqabkzSA